Here I was making bad choices in men again. What was still missing from my childhood that I kept retracing back to find. I guess I didn’t learn from that one relationship... Brian, came into my life in such dismay and even though I wasn’t attracted to him at first the draw of the picture was there. Oh and not excluding the fact of him just being released from prison. With me having a heart of gold not thinking rationally let him into my world that I couldn’t be prepared for this gruesome, diabolical, lustful fiasco I endured. The same man I feared I sought protection from. What was my lesson in this, to put my trust in man or back in God and what was Brian’s motive all along. My story shows my fight through the justice system and how I was once a victim turned villain and rehabilitating myself back into society again.