Excerpt from Love & Happiness by Ben Burgess

He tugged on my lingerie to take it off. I couldn’t hide my
smile. His hands hungrily roamed my body.
“Easy, baby. Enjoy what you're looking at.” 
I felt  self-conscious  as  he  groped  me  because  his  earlier
comment about me looking chunky kept replaying in my mind.
We made love.I used a lot of the new ideasI learned to spice
things up, but he didn’t seem to notice. Chris always has the
decency to make sure I cum, but again we ended up having
another  quickie  because  he  had  to  wake  up  early  the  next
morning. He rolled over on his side and went to sleep almost
immediately after. I frowned, shook my head and stared at the
ceiling. Was it me? Is this how marriage was supposed to be? Had
we both gotten too comfortable?
I decidedI’d start going to the gym and geta personal trainer.
I hoped working with a trainer would change me enough that
even Chris would have to say something positive about it.I didn’t 
imagine how much it would change me.