Meet G.P.A. PoeticUnsub (Chicago, Illinois)

she is not a supermodel.

no, not even close.

the manufactured superlative would insult her greatly.

the connotation that oozes from it goes against her physical phenomenon.

she likes to pose.

Pose (For Me) from Revenge of the Orgasm

the slender near anorexic figurines have nothing in common.

cameras fail with their lenses to capture every admirable aspect.

each and every curve on her has a mind, heart, and life of its own.

parallel lines and ninety degree angles do not exist upon her landscape.

an adventure occurs with every step of her feet.

she likes to pose.

she is at work, either bored out of her mind or close to being stressed out.

exchange of pleasant salutations and developing dialogue inspire inhibitions to depart.

business blazer top two buttons are placed behind suffix

skirt that coordinates pulled to expose the dark triangle

done in privacy of her office, her car before she drives off, or lunchtime sitting at her desk with everyone gone,

she likes to pose.

late in the evening, night knocks on the door.

there is privacy, whether created or existing.

garments clothe the floor surrounding her.

restraint acts as though it does not exist.

every inch made known that was otherwise; sure camera struggles grasping.

she likes to pose.

pedicured toes, tattoo around ankles. curve of thighs respectively

v leading to chasm, belly button, undersides, and posterior's arc

nipples, swell of buxom bounties, delectable neck, succulent lips, tender shoulders

captured in various lights, different angles, and no filters

she likes to pose.

staring at my catalogue of photographs.

at any time, arousal can be summoned.

Venus' machinations are of course superior to Martian mentality.

my full attention she has, and she knows it.

that is why,

she likes to pose

About the Poet

G.P.A., Greatest Poet Alive, is from the south side of Chicago. He has been writing poetry since 2007. He published his first book of poetry, “The Confessional Heart of a Man.” He followed that up with the scintillating book of sensual poetry, “The Book of 24 Orgasms.” His most recent release is “The Mind of a Poetic Unsub.”

Besides his own works, G.P.A. was the main poetic contributor to both “Chocolate Rose” and “Chocolate Rose 2.” In honor of Domestic Violence month, he contributed poems to the anthology “Voices behind the Tears.”

A man who takes pride in his work and definitely a voice that one could not easily forget, G.P.A. received the 2011 Black Essence Award for Poetry and Charity. He has been thrice nominated for Poet of the Year and “The Book of 24 Orgasms” was nominated for Book of the Year. G.P.A. is a poet who is not afraid to step outside the box from the ordinary to tackle taboo topics that bring about social awareness.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

GPA: I noticed Poetry when I was a young and immature man. As most young males do, I approached her incorrectly. And like a young lady, she rebuked me. I began to hone my pen and its approach until she found me to be a worthy suitor. I have been monogamous with her ever since.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

GPA: In fifth grade, ironically, I wrote a poem about how much I loved chocolate milk. Who knew it would become an award winning poem about Bullying in conjunction with my affection for chocolate milk.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

GPA: Langston Hughes is where I derive some of my style from, combined with the aggressive nature of 50 Cent. My favorite Poet is the Poet I see in when I look in the mirror, right after the soothing soft voice of my partner Kottyn Campbell. I also dig Billy Tuggle's slam style, the way he weaves in and out of phrases..

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

GPA: Poetry is a genre in and of itself, so I write what comes from the mind and heart through the ink of the pen. This has brought about many subjects and themes. I believe the world needs to read and hear what I have to give them.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

GPA: I agree because Poetry is the foundation for all songs, no matter the genre. Think about the rhyming patterns that rap songs, and all the other forms of music contain; they are derived from poetic verse.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

GPA: I do not curse or use vulgar language when I write or perform. I believe Poetry is the language of a gentleman, not discounting Poetesses. I just believe expletives are used in other forms of entertainment frequently, so I choose not to. I like to rhyme words, even though some might say this is archaic. I like it. But my style leans towards narration or storytelling.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

GPA: The Confessional Heart of a Man, The Book of 24 Orgasms, The Mind of a Poetic Unsub, and Revenge of the Orgasm arrives April 29, 2013.

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

GPA: One of my most memorable performances was when I won the Moth Storytelling slam with my poem Bully(My Chocolate Milk). You have to understand that I was the only black contestant, the audience was 99 percent not black, and the judges were similar. To hear the crowd be in an uproar and not see color but my performance was awesome. You can go to my Youtube channel at hchise22 and see some of my performances.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

GPA: Constant energy is what I think of when I think of love. You have an extra boost when you are in love. You can stay up late, rise early, go any and everywhere. It is that extra umph you need.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

GPA: Married to Poetry.

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

GPA: Success is a string of chances that come along and the ability and willingness to capitalize on them. For example, a lot of opportunities for authors are posted at night or early in the morning. I see them because I don't sleep much at night. So, you make the choice to take a chance on something that could possibly propel you wherever you are trying to go.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

GPA: My most recent poem, Pose, was inspired by a beautiful woman that sent me a picture of her in her work clothes. Subsequent pictures followed, so I wrote the poem.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

GPA: I would have avoided any and all negative encounters I had with the law. After that, I would have taken more chances in my earlier years, like joining Drama Club in high school.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

GPA: When I am not writing, I am watching movies with my family, walking with Scooter the Beagle, or playing video games.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

GPA: Typical Day in the Life of G.P.A.

wake up

give thanks to God

check on my Peeps

check social networks

turn on Sports Center

retrieve the newspaper

drink coffee (at least three cups) and have granola cereal

go workout

play lottery

read for an hour

write

walk with Scooter

check accounts that have to be completed and returns processed

play Playstation

watch television

thank God for the day

play lottery again

catch Martin

somewhere in the am, go to sleep

(This doesn't account for trips out of town, performances, or sexual escapades)

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

GPA: The perfect day would be prayer, writing, sitting calmly with my love with no worries.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

GPA: The weekends, I usually travel to perform, do more writing, and watch a lot of sports.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

GPA: No. I no longer hang out or go to clubs unless the club is where I am performing. A lot of flash dancing goes on, and my city (Chicago) has become quite violent.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

GPA: I would like to visit Africa actually, and I would take my Love with me.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

GPA: The challenge I have faced and had to overcome is my moniker of Greatest Poet Alive. See, a lot of people, Poets and spoken word artists especially, get offended when they see or hear the name. But perception is the problem. You have to understand that I'm marketing myself to be more than a Poet who goes to local cafes and bookstores, both of which I do, but to be worldwide and historical. And ask any athlete, entertainer, etc how they do what they do, feel about themselves, and they will tell you that they believe they are the best. However, a lot of people haven't had the scope to comprehend this, so I have been shut out of opportunities because of my name, but I am a persistent man, so I push, push, and push until the wall is knocked over.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

GPA: G.P.A. is a combination of Langston Hughes' brevity in verse, 50 Cent's promotional skills, Kobe Bryant's focus, the Rock's electric person, and Marc Livingston's heart.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

GPA: I always host giveaways and such on my Facebook page, G.P.A. (Greatest Poet Alive)

UBAWA: Any upcoming events that we should know about?

GPA: April 29, 2013, I shock the world with the erotic autobiography, Revenge of the Orgasm which will be available at www.iblowyourmind.net and Amazon. YALP!!

You can reach GPA by:

Website:www.iblowyourmind.net

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/GPA-Greatest-Poet-Alive-Livingston/171281820040

Twitter: gr8estpoetalive

Youtube Channel: hchise22

Jaded

Worn and faded

Brain's dark and nappy

It's hard to comb through the kinks of my mentality

Life's shabby

It's neither generous nor fair

You either freeze or you burn

Had a stroke in the brain

A migraine... leaving my thoughts slurred

I just wanna... receive the word

Receive two spotless wings, a halo...everything

Once Judge Jesus says court's adjourned

You gotta have faith... on faith... on faith

Cause this world is cruel... a cold, cold place

Have you with a round the clock shiver

My soul... I had to insulate

There's no warmth in evil

Satan will try to excavate

And break down barriers built on prayer

I've got many layers

About the same amount of failures

My tongue has various behaviors

Assorted words...

They come in many flavors

I've got obscenities for my enemies

Truism for my familia

Illusory for my frenemies

Wisdom for the wounded

I'm a soldier still healing

Chi-raq is what they call my city

Battles and wars

Were on both sides of my door

I was born with everything I needed

Food, water, shelter and clothes

Still I grew up poor

my emotions are sore

I pick at the scabs

I poke at the past

Still trying to conquer pain's allure

I can't help returning

It's enticing

I keep coming back for more

That's why I'm so tired and wired

Trying to light a fire under happiness

Instead I create sparks of bitter hopelessness

Deceptively dull my soul is

Like black and white

It looks unflattering

But one touch from strife

It cries in color

A cascading rainbow forming puddles in my core

My existence is too loud to ignore

My history is too intriguing not to explore

Pain... I can't overcome its allure

I'm jaded

Worn and faded

But I keep coming back for more

About the Poet

Growing up on the west side of Chicago, Obsession began writing at the age of 7. Winning countless awards in her youth, it was plain to see that she was indeed gifted. Upon graduation from a young Chicago author's program, she published two poetry books by the age of 17. Obsession is currently working on her third novel and fourth poetry piece! She now resides on the north side of Chicago, where she teaches transitional kindergarten.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Obsession: In the second grade

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Obsession: I wrote my first poem when I was seven years old. I was in the second grade and my teacher asked us to write a poem about an animal. So I wrote a poem called, "To whom it may concern.”  It was about a dog trying to find his way home.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Obsession: No. I am a fan of the dead poets society. You know, Edgar Allan Poe, Emily Dickinson, Langston Hughes, Paul Lawrence Dunbar, etc.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Obsession: Not at all.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Obsession: Yes and no. Poetry and songs can both be influential and inspirational. Poetry can be written in so many different ways/styles. All rap/songs have a rhyme scheme, but poetry can be written in prose, rhyme, free verse (free style) etc.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Obsession: My writing style is raw, dramatic, bold and real. If it's not chaos within, then I cannot write.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Obsession: My first poetry book is entitled, "Poetic Pictures;" the second book is entitled, "Gifted but Not Perfect;" and the third and latest book which is available on amazon.com in ebook and paperback is entitled, "Memory Box: A Replay of the mind"

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Obsession: I used to perform in my college days, but not anymore. Spoken word really helped me open up more. I was pretty much and still a notebook poet. I'd write then pack it away, but watching other poets and poetess express their thoughts and feelings in front of a crowd inspired me to give it a try. It was nerve racking but I'm glad that I experienced that.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Obsession: Elusive

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Obsession: *Eye roll* I'm single

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Obsession: Both. Some people get far in life off of their looks and their family's money for example. Others like myself woke up one day and said, "I'm tired of living pay check to pay check. I'm ready to get to work!"

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Obsession: I can see a word or hear a phrase or see a picture and will be inspired to write. So I can't pin point the particular thing or person that inspired Jaded.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Obsession: I wouldn't have given up on finding my father. I probably would've found him while he was alive and got the chance to get to know him. I found him four years too late. I wrote a poem about it called, "Daddy." I just wanted the chance to be loved by a father figure and not abused by one.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Obsession: Cooking, listening to music, catching up on my favorite television shows, brainstorming, dreaming, working.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Obsession: A typical day consists of me working, writing something, cooking, and trying to control my temper.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Obsession: The perfect day WILL BE me signing a big contract with a publishing company, Lifetime movies, you know any day that I will be able to give my job a two weeks’ notice because I'll be living my dreams full-time. That will be the perfect day.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Obsession: Try to get my life in order.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Obsession: I don't do clubs. I'm more of a sporting event, bowling, restaurant, museum, art gallery, movie theater type of girl.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Obsession: Greece and I would take the love of my life... If I had one.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Obsession: I had to work hard at not becoming a product of my environment. I managed to dodge the teen pregnancy, gang banging, not going to college, staying at home until I moved out with a guy cycle. And I thank Jesus that I didn't fall victim to any of that.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Obsession: I count my food. With fruit candies, I eat one color at a time. I don't drink anything red or blue. When I eat potato chips, I eat all of the folded ones first, then the burnt ones, then all of the rest.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

Obsession: Yes I have in the past for my first novelette, "Climatic Successions." The reader that left the best review for climatic would find their review on the back cover of Climatic's sequel, "Catch 22: Love's Paradox" along with a $25 gift card.

UBAWA: Any upcoming events that we should know about?

Obsession: I'm doing an interview on Slick Talk Blog Radio March 19th @ 5:30 pm CST. March 16th I'll be doing spoken word at an adult party (That should be fun). I am also doing an interview on Tiffany Byers show, “A Day in Early Publishing,” sometime in April. The date and time hasn't been decided yet.

Reach out to Obsession:

Website: http://yjaneilw.wix.com/iamobsession

Facebook: www.facebook.com/Obsessionthewriter

Twitter: twitter.com/IamObsession

Generation Integrity

Written By: T.L. Tucker © 2009

We are in a day that would bring great dismay to previous generations

We have fallen out of fellowship with God and one another

There is no connection to other fellow brothers

There are some that have babies and fail to nurture

There are some that think their bank accounts make up for their character

I have seen little girls in daisy dukes, and little boys consumed with making loot

In their minds they kill one, when in reality they have killed a whole generation of what could have been

This world can be so wicked, and so full of sin

Everybody consumed with the rat race that they won’t win

They run after a dollar, they forgot about the father

I have seen them flaunt their bodies to try and be somebody

They don’t even think, and they don’t even know

Where did the integrity go? 

We are no longer slaves of trade

But there are still some caught up in the game

They have become slaves to name brands, money, cars, and fame

A generation that no longer embraces integrity

A generation that does not even know the meaning of fidelity

Broken dreams, broken homes

We no longer care for one another, each man for his own

A roaming generation of the streets

How many know that if you don’t work you don’t eat

Pants hanging to your knee

And ladies teach your daughters please

Show them in the way that they should go

And I ask you, Where did the integrity go?

Look in the mirror and see

What God created you to be

Not the expectations of the world

Not some loose and Godless girl

Not some angry and violent boy

If you choose God you will find some joy

What does Integrity mean to me

It means the love of God, Self-love, self-respect and dignity

We need to remember the integrity and reach back

To those things of old, they still ring true

Integrity is the face of you

About the Poet

Author T.L. Tucker was born in Washington, DC. She resided in PG County all of her life. T.L. knew at a young age that writing was her passion, aspiring in her senior yearbook to be a journalist. T.L. is single with two beautiful children, Sabrina and Reginald.

In 2008 she released her first book, "Single & Saved in PG County," a self-help autobiography about dating, singleness, single parenting, and divorce. T.L. is also a motivational speaker focusing on women and how to effectively deal with women's issues through biblical principal. She has been the keynote speaker at Church events, women shelters, and State funded events. T.L. has also participated in panel discussions and forums.

She has stepped out of the box with her new fictional novel, Revenge Interrupted, setting a new standard for modern literature. In her latest novel she addresses the issue of family dysfunction, HIV, promiscuity, rape, and forgiveness. T.L. challenges society understanding that although we may not control our circumstances, we can control how we react to them. As an author her goal is to challenge society and give readers a literary experience that will make them laugh, cry, and think while entertaining them with her unique style of writing.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

TL: I have always been a writer. However, poetry didn't spark my interest until the events of 9/11. The event birthed a need for me to express myself through spoken word/poetry. As awful as this event was, it stirred something up on the inside. The raw uncut emotions that ran through me as our nation mourned triggered something within. That something was the first of many poems to come...

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

TL: The very first poem that I wrote was titled, Big Mess. It was a plea to society for everybody to look at themselves individually and the role they played in the state of the world. It was also a plea of forgiveness to God. This poem was birthed out of the raw and uncut emotions that I felt after the twin towers fell.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

TL: Langston Hughes is one of my favorites. My favorite poem written by him is titled, "Little old letter." I wrote a reply poem titled, "The Answer." I really like Langston's work because of the understanding that it brought to the black pain that existed during his time. I named my first lead male character from my debut novel after Langston Hughes.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

TL: No. I never really try to fit my poems into a specific genre. I write from my heart. Whatever I am feeling, whatever voice I channel is a direct result of how I am feeling, what I may be going through at the time, and how passionate I am about the subject matter. It is my hope that I never lock myself into any specific genre. I want my writings to relate to everybody. I want my poetry and books to be respected by the urban literary community, as well as the contemporary literary community. Good writing is much like music; it is universal.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

TL: I do believe that rappers and artists of music are poets in their own right. The only difference is a beat. Without the beat they are words that resonate past color, genre, political affiliation, or class of people. They are words that are formed beautifully with profound meaning that capture the hearts of any ear that hears and relates to the human experience.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

TL: I love spoken word. It is awesome to watch a spoken word artist go into their zone of getting into character. While I love to witness this, my style of spoken word is totally opposite. I just simply utter the words and hope that my audience can sense the emotion in which I hope to capture. I don't have a special technique or style. I am myself when I write my poetry and I am myself when I perform my pieces.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

TL: I have written one poetry book. It is not published (yet).

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

TL: I have performed my work numerous times in churches, concerts, and literary events. For me it is very scary. Once I get on stage and the flow starts, God does the rest.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

TL: Decisions. I say decisions because everybody has fooled themselves into believing that love is about how you feel. Emotions are like seasons; they change even more frequently than the seasons. Love is a decision.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

TL: I am single. I do desire to share my life with the right man. However, it is not what drives me when I awake in the mornings. I know that I am most productive when I am single, and so I take advantage of this season in my life.

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

TL: Both. I think that success is a perception. In my mind I know that I am successful. I have written two books, and both books have touched the lives of people. Both of my books have challenged people in specific areas of their lives. I know that I accomplished exactly what I set out to do because of this.

But we cannot ignore the business aspect of what we do. Are we making back more than what we spent to publish and promote? Is it financially feasible? These are questions that we have to ask ourselves. For me, it’s not about the money (although I do hope to make a respectable living). It is about touching people, challenging them and changing mentalities for the better.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

TL: My most recent poem was inspired by a season in my life when I felt my connection with God was nonexistent. It is titled, "Where is the connection?"

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

TL: Years ago I had an opportunity to meet the man that I believed to be my soul mate. Needless to say I let the moment pass. I was afraid. I know that sounds immature but I was. The opportunity never presented itself again. He was married a year later. In a nutshell no more, "What If" moments.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

TL: When I'm not writing I'm being a parent and thinking about what I will write about next.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

TL: A typical day for me starts off with me getting the kids off to school. I clean, I may cook, and I get some writing done. The kids come home, and I go into full parent mode. My day is like any other person's day. The difference between me and anybody else who is not a writer is I pay close attention to and appreciate those things that the average person does not. That is what makes me a good writer and poet.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

TL: A perfect day for me would be purchasing my home outright and being able to provide for my kids and live comfortably. My perfect day is me making a respectable living doing what I love most on my terms. My perfect day consists of me on a hammock in my backyard with my pen and journal while the children run and play happily as we wait for the delivery man to come with our food.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

TL: Spend time with the kids, rest, and write

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

TL: No. I will go to a lounge and listen to live music while eating good food.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

TL: If I could go anywhere in the world I would go to Paris. I would go alone

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

TL: I have had many challenges in life. My hardest challenge is having my only son to be diagnosed with Autism. It is a daily challenge that presents new and unique challenges. My son is a blessing to me. I think about his future and how independent he will be. I constantly wonder if I am doing enough. Nobody gets a how-to parenting guide on how to be a parent and advocate for a child with special needs. God is really giving me the peace and hope that I need to get through. I know that sounds cliché, but it’s true. This is a journey for me and my children and with Christ I have a renewed since of faith and hope that God is going to do something awesome!

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

TL: I am fearfully and wonderfully made, but that doesn't make me perfect.

You can reach TL by:

Website: www.authortltucker.com

Facebook:  http://www.facebook.com/pages/Author-TL-Tucker/142414259230850?ref=ts&fref=ts

Twitter: https://twitter.com/AuthorTLTucker

 
Used

My life is like a revolving door, people come and go. I’m always there for people, but when it comes to me they never show. People joke with me, look me in my face and smile. I’m oblivious to knowing that their intentions are venomous and vile. 

At times they are difficult to read, disguising their manipulation and filling me with frustration to get me to take care of their needs. Now they try to hug me, and act like I’m their buddy. Pretend like they love me for an opportunity to ask for money. Using their charm and wit to get me to commit to something for their benefit. 

They find nothing wrong in using me like a pawn, but when I need things, they’re long gone. When I ask for help I’m left to fend for myself, but then they put on their best behavior, and have the audacity to be asking me for a favor. They’re never satisfied with what they have; they always seem to want more. They take everything from me like that’s all I’m ever good for. 

Even though I expect this from them, I still never see it coming, and it’s a feeling that I loathe and dread. The words my mother said were embedded in my head, and the advice was universal “don’t let too many people into your circle. Keeping too many around, someone is bound to hurt you.” By the time I realize they are fake, it is too late. I bend over backwards and afterwards I end up wishing I never made that mistake. 

Well I’ve had more than I can take. More than I can stand. I won’t give out another helping hand. They’re on their own. No more loans or any sort of support will be given out. I’m no longer about giving handouts. I’m cutting off all my loose ends. I have no time for fake friends. No longer will I be abused. I’ve grown tired of being used. I was once blind, but now I can finally see. No more will I let people use me.

About the Poet

Ben Burgess Jr. is the author of the new novel "Monster" and the author of the poetry book "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange." He is an active performer of spoken word poetry. Ben Burgess Jr. uses his love of writing to inspire and influence youth to strive for what they believe in and to never give up on their dreams. His poetry book, "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange" is currently used in two schools in the lower east side of Manhattan. Ben Burgess has a Bachelor’s of Art degree in Business Management, and a Master’s of Art degree in Educational Leadership. He is the proud father of his daughter Jaelynn and is active in trying to improve urban neighborhoods and communities.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Ben: My English teach Mrs. Marcus gave the class an assignment to write a poem about something we loved. My poem was on basketball. I don't even remember what I wrote but I remember she was blown away by it. She encouraged me to keep writing. It felt good to feel like I was good at something. She was one of my most influential teachers and I promised her if I ever wrote a book, I would write a poem about the Holocaust for her (She was Jewish and had family in it). I continued to write throughout high school and college, but I never did anything with it. I had college professors who told me I had talent, but I didn't feel like I was that good at it. I went to open mics and performed and people cheered for me. I decided to write a poetry book. I wrote "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange" in 2008 that is currently used in two schools in the Lower East Side of Manhattan.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Ben: The first poem that I have ever written was about basketball. It was so long ago that I don't even remember what I wrote, but that sparked the fire in me to write poetry. The first poem that I have ever written and performed is a poem called "My Environment" which is included in my poetry book "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange"

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Ben: My favorite poet is Craig "Mums" Grant. He played "Poet" on the HBO show "OZ." His spoken word performances always inspire me and amaze me.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Ben: I don't really think about a genre. I like to write about a specific topic and try to use my words to make my readers/listeners feel what I or my character is going through. Sometimes it rhymes, sometimes it doesn't. I write it whatever way it comes to me in my head.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Ben: I think that it can be compared to writing a rap or love song. I like to create my poems in similar styles to songs because I feel people will be more receptive to them and most importantly because I like them that way.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Ben: My writing style is free verse. It doesn't really follow the traditional rules or styles of other poets because I'm more of a spoken word performer.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Ben: I have written "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange" and for all the fans of my poetry book, in my new novel "Monster" I added a bonus section of my latest poems called "The Everyday Struggle."

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Ben: I perform my poetry regularly. When you see the faces of different races, genders, and cultural backgrounds eager to listen to your words, it's euphoric. You get a rush from feeling the positive energy when people are snapping their fingers, nodding their heads in approval, or smiling and sometimes even crying because of the work you put together. To see that something you worked on and put together can move people, is an awesome feeling.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Ben: Trusting and caring for someone immensely.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Ben: I'm married.

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Ben: I think it's a matter of choice. My English teacher in high school told me to remember these ten words: "If it is to be, it is up to me." I live by that. If you want to succeed, it will not come easy. You have to fight for it. You may have a lot of trials and tribulations, but if you are persistent and you keep fighting for what you want, push all of the negativity a side and keep working hard, I think you can achieve your goals.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Ben: My inspiration comes from people watching and requests from fans. I take requests very seriously and I love to do the research to get the emotions just right for the poem.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Ben: I would correct playing with so many women's emotions when I was younger. I reflect on life often and I regret hurting those women. My novel "Monster" is based off of my own life and experiences, and I tried to use that book as a means of atonement to the many women I have hurt.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Ben: I'm usually spending time with my family, working out, or working in general.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Ben: I wake up at 5am to get ready for work. While traveling to work, I read different authors, or write for different projects that I'm working on. I get to work at around 8am and handle my responsibilities. My job is very stressful and I never know what can happen that day, so I come home at different hours often. When I travel back home, I read or work on my projects again. I work out for at least an hour and a half, and then I spend the rest of my time with my family.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Ben: Spending time with my family, having all of my bills paid, and still having extra money left afterwards would be a perfect day. LOL

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Ben: On the weekends, if I'm not working at my Law enforcement job, I work as a Personal Trainer at Synergy Fitness. After working, I spend my time with my family.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Ben: I'm not a club person. I'm into less crowded places, like lounges and coffee shops.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Ben: I would go to Egypt and bring my wife Lauren.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Ben: When I was in the 4th grade, I'll never forget her name. Her name was Mrs. Keith, and she was my fourth grade teacher when I lived in Queens Bridge. She told me "You're never going to amount to anything." Back then I had two choices - I could prove her right or prove her wrong. I wanted to prove her wrong. Experiences like that alone with a couple of heartbreaks have turned me into an overachiever because inside I never felt good enough. I've always doubted myself and I never felt that I was really good at anything. I've gotten better with that, but remnants of it still exist. I felt that to be happy I had to overachieve to "prove" to people that I was good at things. In reality that never helped me. Internally I didn't believe it. Writing my poetry, and fulfilling my dream of completing my first novel, has helped to improve my confidence. I'm happy to say that I'm very close to making the Amazon and NY Times Best Seller list with my new novel "Monster." I may never be #1, but just the fact that I feel that I'm finally good enough, the feeling of accomplishing my goal of writing books, and having a story that people are feeling, makes me happy. Last month, my favorite author Eric Jerome Dickey, the man that inspired me to finally write a book, bought my book off of Amazon. I finally feel good enough. I finally feel like I proved my 4th grade teacher wrong.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Ben: You may not know that my dream is to one day own my own gym business.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

Ben: Yes. I will start doing giveaways on my author page on facebook: https://www.facebook.com/BenBurgessJr/info

 You can reach Ben by:

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/BenBurgessJr

Twitter: @Ben_Burgess_Jr

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About the Poet

Julia A. Burruss, affectionately known as “Jubee”, was born and raised in the City of Wilmington, Delaware with an innate gift of writing poetry and short stories. Her work has afforded her opportunities to write poems, letters, and speeches for many occasions - captivating her intended audiences.

A 1977 graduate of Pierre S. DuPont High School, she obtained her Associate’s degree in Medical Secretarial Science from Harris Careers Institute; her Bachelor’s degree in Human Services from Springfield College; and a Master’s of Science degree in Administration of Justice from Wilmington University.

Jubee worked as an Administrative Assistant for over twenty years and functioned as a Wedding Coordinator and Event Planner throughout the tri-state area for more than 15 years before starting her own business, Exquisite Expressions by Jubee’ -  a self-owned business specializing in event planning, bridal consultations, and coordinating weddings of various ethnic backgrounds and religions. She prides herself on playing an important role in the many lives she has touched during her field in education.

She has been honored with such titles as first runner-up in the Miss Black America of Delaware pageant and recipient of the Miss Positivity Award, as well as second runner up for Miss Black Galaxy of America. Jubee is a member of Omnia Bona Inc. - Delaware Chapter and board member, past president and instructor of the East Side Steppers Drill Team Corporation. She finds joy in praise dancing and ministering to the hearing impaired through song.

Jubee is the mother of Arricka Burruss and grand-mother of Julianna Burruss whom she refers to as her “pride” and her “joy.”

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Jubee: As a young child I remember listening to my mom recite many jokes which sometimes appeared to be of a rhythmic nature. I began reading poems by Langston Hughes and felt such a connection to his work. From middle school to present, I have been so fascinated with the art of poetry.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Jubee: That had to have been somewhere in the early 60"s and sadly, I can't remember it. But I am sure it was probably somewhere along the lines of Roses are red, the sky is blue, just want you to know that I love you too. (Corny but it was a start).

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Jubee: There are a few that I have admired throughout the years such as Langston Hughes, Emily Dickenson, Mayo Angelo, Robert Frost, Edgar Allen Poe, one of our locals - Bebe Coker, and of curse William Shakespeare. All different in their writing styles, yet the emotions transmitted through their work are beyond captivating.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Jubee: My moods, situations and locations generally spark my creativeness and what I'm feeling at that particular time in that particular place (in my life) is what flows from me.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Jubee: In many respects, yes, I could agree with that. Poetry, rap and love songs each (in their own unique way) tell a story. There are many songs that, if just simply recited, you could find a nice, smooth and soft poetic flow to it. And on the other hand, when the words of a poem are accompanied by music, it creates a meaningful song, especially ballots

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Jubee: There are about nine different styles of poetry and I tend to write more of the rhythmic, sonnet and lyrical style poetry. I don't adhere to any specific type as I don't want to limit my way of expressing myself through my writings.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Jubee: I have recently written "Emotions under Arrest" - which, prayerfully, will be released soon.

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Jubee: Unfortunately no. I did, however, perform the works of other famous poets on stage.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Jubee: Honestly, God and my dad.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Jubee: Single

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Jubee: Both. One can be given many chances to become successful however, if they choose not to flow with the wind, the chance for success may not be possible. Opposing, should a person choose to take the chance, the rest could be history.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Jubee: What inspired me to write my most recent poem were the unfortunate medical mishaps I experienced in 2005. I underwent a surgical procedure that went terribly wrong causing me to go completely blind in one eye, partially blind in the other, and deaf in one ear. I suffered punctured lungs, kidney failure requiring dialysis, and the loss of my job which forced me to drop out of college. Devastating but as Maya Angelo said..."Still I Rise."

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Jubee: I think the biggest "wrong" I have ever done was not believing more in myself. I have been, on many occasions, my own worst enemy. If I could change this, I would lose my fear, find better ways to deal with my never-ending delusions of persecution, and allow more people into my life that could help benefit my growth. I’ve lived too cautiously and too suspicious of everyone.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Jubee: Daydreaming of ways I could benefit others.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Jubee: Currently, being on disability, not much of my days holds interest excitement or adventure.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Jubee: As corny as it may sound, every day I am granted another opportunity to rise, is a perfect day for me. My daddy used to always say, "When morning comes and you open your eyes and realize you are on this side of the dirt, you know it's going to be a good day."

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Jubee: I mainly dedicate a lot of time on my next book.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Jubee: No.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Jubee: That's hard because I could not choose between my daughter and granddaughter and they are the ones whom I would love to experience anything like that with. My cousin who recently visited Africa said the area she visited was absolutely breathtaking. Nothing like the many pictures and stories told of that land. I'd love to go see that.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Jubee: I am still in the process of overcoming the challenge of being somewhat handicap. Learning how to live with and beyond my physical, mental, emotional and spiritual setbacks, to date, is by far, the greatest challenge I've ever faced. Going from being the first one in my family to graduate from college, working everyday as an assistant principal at a school I loved, working toward earning my JD to being completely disabled is an extremely hard challenge. But I thank GOD that HIS plan for my life will manifest.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Jubee: I was born with Sickle Cell Anemia, I love playing Scrabble, I am one of nine children, and I enjoy the gratifying experience of working with children with at-risk behaviors (former Juvenile Probation Officer). And through it all, every day....I STILL PRASE GOD!!!!

You can reach Jubee by:

Facebook: Julia Burruss