Monster is everything I thought it was going to be – fast paced, suspenseful, and full of page-to-page action and drama. I couldn’t help but get tempted by the mesmerizing vibrations of Ben’s words as he took me by surprise with one sensual treat after another. It kept me turning the pages, looking for more. Monster is dope and a very relaxing, yet stimulating read. I couldn’t believe I finished it all in one sitting! Rating 5 stars

K.D Harris is a three time Delaware Black Author of the Year nominee and award winning recipient of DJ Gatsby’s Book Club Awards, Author of the Year category. She was raised in a diverse community (Brookmont Farms) located in Bear, Delaware. She gives credit to the adventures she encountered in BMF, as she calls it developed her peculiar knack of storytelling. K.D signed a deal with The Cartel Publications in 2007 which produced the bestselling Poison Series, a factual fiction novel.

In 2011 K.D signed a deal and teamed up with La' Femme Fatale' publishing and produced the Bliss and Playground Trilogies and The Other Side thus far.

K.D describes her writing as Factual Fiction because she has a knack for producing story lines that relate to real life situations. She believes in airing out the “dirty laundry” so to speak.

In Early 2012 she started her Factual Fiction with K.D Harris, a Blog Talk Radio show. K.D understands that marketing is important in the literary business. Factual Fiction is her way of providing authors with a marketing tool that will get them exposure.

KD’s titles include:

 

Playground 3

The Other Side

Bliss 3

Playground 2

Playground

Bliss 2

Bliss

Poison 2

Poison

About “The Other Side”

Kameera Oliver’s fairy tale life comes to a halt when her parents are gunned down in cold blood. Twelve year old Kameera is uprooted from the suburbs and forced to live in the pits of Castle Bridge Projects with her prostitute aunt Yazz. Determined to make it out of the hood, after graduation she enrolls in a nursing program and gets a job. After a horrible car accident, she finds herself strung out on pain meds and low on cash. Desperate for money to feed her addiction, she teams up with Yazz and hits the strip of the notorious Cash Avenue. Nicole “Nikki” Felton is looking for love in all the wrong places. Nikki aka the Kim K of South Bridge Projects goes all out when the love of her life, Milk, leaves her to be with Kameera. Unable to understand why he would leave his family to turn a Ho into a housewife, she makes a vow to make Kameera’s life a living hell. In the midst of it all she ends up getting herself caught it in situations that become fatal…

UBAWA: When did you first decide you wanted to become an author?

KD: I have always been a reader; writing was not in my career path. In 2007, I was writing short stories on a website for fun. I received great feedback. I continued to add to the story at the readers’ request. Three weeks passed and I had completed Eccentric Bliss, better known as Bliss. One of the readers told me to remove it because I had a full manuscript. She believed I should shop it. I pulled the book and let friends and family read it and they loved it. That's when I took interest in becoming an author.

UBAWA: How did you decide on the idea for your 1st book? 2nd book? 3rd book, etc?

KD: Poison was somewhat based on experience. That particular book told the story of the people in my neighborhood. It was fictionalized to an extent; I don't want any lawsuits.

Bliss came off the top of my head. It was pure fantasy.

Playground is based off a real club in Philly and somewhat of a memoir for Model Bubbles, my co-author.

UBAWA: How long did it take you to complete your first book? What was the process like?

KD: Bliss 3 weeks. Once I start writing I’m in a zone. No process, just writing.

UBAWA: What’s so rewarding about writing books and being an author?

KD: My reward is seeing other people excited about my work; I love to entertain.

Writing is a release for me; even if I wasn't signed, I would write.

UBAWA: Was there ever a time you felt like giving up?

KD: Of course, this publishing world can be brutal. I wanted to walk away several times. As I stated before I will NEVER stop writing.

UBAWA: There’s more to being an author than writing a book. How do you manage to handle the business side of things?

KD: I'm still learning. It's so much. Marketing and branding are key as this industry continues to change; you have to stay ten steps ahead. Sometimes I feel as if I am still in school with all the research that is required.

UBAWA: Do you have an editor or do you edit your own books?

KD: The publishing house has an editor.

UBAWA: Who does the cover art for your book(s)?

KD: Davida Baldwin did Poison

Marion Designs did Bliss Trilogy

Playground Trilogy was designed by Dashawn Taylor

The Other Side was an in house designer

UBAWA: Do you ever encounter writer’s block? How do you get past it?

KD: No, thank God.

UBAWA: How often do you write?

KD: I write daily. I don't care if it's five hundred words of nothing. I write.

UBAWA: Tell us about your last book signing.

KD: My last signing was with my label mate Lady K at Horizon Books in Philadelphia. It was awesome.

UBAWA: Beside social media, what other methods are you using to get the word out about your book(s)?

KD: Word of mouth, the libraries, flyers, radio, local events.

UBAWA: As a Woman of Color, what inspires you the most?

KD: The thought of someone actually being transformed by my stories. There is a thought provoking message in every book I write.

UBAWA: Who is your biggest influence?

KD: My children. I do this for them.

UBAWA: Have you ever done something in the past you regret? How did you get through it?

KD: I used to regret many things. I learned that there was a reason for me to endure those situations. They were learning experiences to make me stronger.

UBAWA: How do you get through the tough times in life when life throws what it throws at you?

KD: I believe in a higher power. I pray and give it to him.

UBAWA: What is one goal you want to accomplish for yourself in 2013?

KD: To complete all of my unfinished business.

UBAWA: What do you have planned next?

KD: To become a New York Times Best Seller.

UBAWA: How can readers and others in the literary community reach you?

KD: You can reach me at www.iamkdharris.com and www.lffpublishing.com

Twitter: @kdharris

Instagram: kdwrites

Facebook: Author K.D Harris

365 Valentines by Untamed

Thoughts of you caress my mind

As I patiently yet impatiently await the time

To be next to you.

It's true. Yet every day is Valentines

When I'm with you.

But today is extra special

It's when your touch is a caress

The finesse of your fineness is at its best

No fussing...shit no talking...no stress

Well maybe a reliever....haha

to make you a believer

that what we have is real 365

and on this day I'ma make you "cum" alive

Again...and again and again

Ain't no sayin when

Ain't no safe words needed

Pulling my hair and scratching yo back is intended

Hiked over, cuddling and bended

Shiittt....I'ma take everything you giving

So that when the sun ray

Comes up on Feb 15's day

You gone remember why everyday is Valentine’s Day.

About the Poet

Untamed is a fiction author working for One Karma Publishing Company. She first found a love of writing as a young child through her love of reading. It was a novel entitled, Coming of Age by Lorri Hewitt that truly inspired Untamed and became the flame that ignited her introduction to the pen and pad.

Untamed's writing journey began twenty years ago at thirteen years old with poetry, spoken word and short stories. Throughout her high school and college years, she received many accolades for her writing ability to include, the Coca-Cola Young Writers Award and honorable mention in the Sandhills Writers’ Conference.

Later, she began to develop her writing talents as a novelist due to her own personal life experiences. Best known for her gritty yet flavorful language, she embraced urban literature to bring about knowledge and support through real life, every day stories with highly animated and lifelike characters. Her powerful words and straight up, no-chaser verbiage delivers punches that will leave you screaming for more.

Writing is a passion to Untamed; believing that everyone has a story to tell, she proudly writes stories that not only entertain but relate to the readers on a very personal level.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Untamed: I first realized my attraction for writing poetry at the age of thirteen. We were learning about different poetry styles in school and we were asked to write a booklet of poetry as a final assignment. What started off as a simple class assignment opened a new world where I was able to release all of my inner thoughts and emotions. From that moment on, I began writing poetry all the time.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Untamed: What makes this funny is that during the time we were learning about poetry in school, I was upset with my "boyfriend" at the time. Therefore, I had a lot of emotion to get out! It was a quick little one stanza poem that I wrote on a half-slip of notebook paper and handed to him between classes.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Untamed: My favorite poet is the incomparable Dr. Maya Angelou.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre? U

Untamed: I generally write based on my feelings so I don't have a genre. My poems can fall into several genres anywhere between religion to erotica. It depends on my mindset at the time, what I am moved to write.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Untamed: I believe the writer's style of the poem can sway a reader/listener into feeling that it is a rap or love song. To me, poetry in itself is a heart's melody.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Untamed: I've tried to adhere to certain techniques but it doesn't work for me. I literally have to write what's in my heart and on my mind to say. But if I had to pick a few styles that I tend to favor it would be kyrielle. I've also written in a monotetra style, and spoken word.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Untamed: I have a collection of poems that I have written. Perhaps one day I will compile and publish them.

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Untamed: I've been asked to write poems for different occasions such as weddings, funerals, black history programs etc, and asked to recite them. When you are performing a piece, the feeling is indescribable. Bringing the poetry to life takes you on an emotional roller coaster. It is where you are truly able to let out the feeling and meaning in your words.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Untamed: Everlasting. It's the single most sought after, fought after, hated, misunderstood yet understood emotion that everyone craves to have forever yet falls short of giving to someone forever. But God's love never fails. It is everlasting. Love. We love to love it.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Untamed: I am married to the most amazing man for twelve years and counting. And I'm looking...I’m joking. No, really, I'm joking. :)

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Untamed: A matter of choice. I think you can choose to go as far as you are willing to pray and work for. However, success can also come by chance, but the key to maintaining success is by your choice.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Untamed: Valentine’s Day and my husband inspired me to write 365 Valentines.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Untamed:  Wow. That's a deep question. I will just say that the couple I can think of, I've already apologized and prayed over them. So in essence I've "righted" them. If I could go back I would've never done it, but mistakes garner growth. You just have to be able to learn from them.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Untamed: Marketing, promoting, editing...that still falls under the "writing" category, huh? Well, besides my life as a poet/author,  I'm a full time worker, a full time wife, and a full time mother. I love spending time with my family playing on the WII, watching movies or sports. Hugh football fan! And I love to read and go shoe shopping!

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Untamed: Typical day? What's that like? I'm asking because I don't have those lol. Gosh, the most typical part would be going to work and my kids going to school. After that, it can get pretty hectic between my projects, their school projects and activities and making time for everyone.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Untamed: A glass of wine, my laptop, my favorite book of poetry, my favorite novel, a beach and some alone time with my husband. Perfect!

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Untamed: If I am not out promoting my book, I'm spending time with my family and tending to my house or watching sports. I love to watch ESPN. Yes, I'm a female and I love to watch ESPN. :) I'll catch up on my three favorite TV shows: Scandal, Suits and Necessary Roughness.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Untamed: I hang out with my family and close friends. I don't really do the club scene unless it's an event where I'm attending to show support.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Untamed: I would love to go to Greece and take my hubby.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Untamed:  Losing my child had to be the roughest challenge to overcome. No mother or parent wants to go through that. I made it through that by my faith, my family, my friends and my writing. Aside from that I realized, with something as devastating as this you will always go through some type of emotion. So I allow myself that moment to have my moment and I keep going.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Untamed: Oddly enough, I'm a very guarded person. Writing allows me to come out.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

Untamed: I am not hosting any at this time, but stay tuned.

UBAWA: Any upcoming events that we should know about?

Untamed: I have a book signing on Saturday, March 2nd at the Nubian Bookstore in Southlake Mall in Morrow, GA from 12-3 for my novel Never Again...No More. The second part will release in May.

Stay Connected with Untamed:

Website: www.theauthoruntamed.doodlekit.com

Facebook: Author Untamed

Twitter: @chazz_untamed

 

SHOEICIDE BY MORENIKE`

You know us black women love our shoes

Next to diamonds, they're like our best friends

Yes, we love our shoes and that's why I loved him

He was a Yankee man and he took this girl out of the dollar store

snatched her right out of the Mississippi River

and moved her to bright light New York

I loved that man dearly; just like us black women love our shoes

I remember my first pair of red bottoms

slingbacks, chic and sexy because that's how he liked me, chic and sexy

Those red bottoms complimented my new Ray Ban sunglasses

and my black eye perfectly

My first black eye

We argued about having kids, I wanted to create life

with my first busted lip, ripped like leather car seats in the summer

I got a jazzy pair of special edition, diamond encrusted leather Keds

and a Fendi Messenger bag

Every girl has to look presentable on the golf course

We women love our shoes

My esteem was highest in a pair of high heels

Thigh high Fall edition Yves Saint Laurent boots

The color of mocha and caramel, covering every bite mark on my calf muscles

But he said I still looked beautiful

The bite marks didn't matter much

A girl's gotta ride horses in style

In style, just like my boots

Cornbread fed, collard greens and pinto beans

I was a Southern girl after all

Size 7, not big on fitness, but big on eating

He bought Pretty in Pink Gucci sneakers

For yoga and physical therapy

My shoe strings were pink and purple, just like my fractured ribs

But you know us girls, we love our shoes

I sat in my walk in closet one day

My retreat

My Heaven

reading the test results

positive

positive

HIV positive

I didn't shed one tear

He came home with Red Roses and Jessica Simpson clogs

Funny that he had given me flowers

the color of my blood that would no longer clot or clog like those cheap ass shoes

I collected all of my shoe strings

We women love our shoes

But our shoes don't need us as much as we need them

Next to diamonds, they're like our best friends

From the day I had met my Yankee

I knew I had forfeited my way to Heaven

signed sealed delivered my soul to the devil

Living in a material hell

I wanted to go to Heaven

I couldn't believe I owned so many shoe strings

intertwined as my only umbilical cord to this life

all of my shoes, the soles of my sanity

Every pair represented a romantic affair he had

or one I wish I could have had or a baby I never had

I found my first pair of red bottoms

and planted them firmly on my feet

I loved the way my feet looked in my shoes

I needed a mirror, I needed to see this

I'd never jumped so high in the air

The only pair of hands that had ever grasped my neck were his

And now with the intricate rope of shoe strings,

that made another pair

Tightly pulled around my neck

I watched my flesh turn every color of the rainbow

of every pair of shoes I'd ever had

of every bruise I'd ever had

I redeemed myself in a shoe closet

You know we women love our shoes

Next to diamonds, they're our best friend

I wanted to go to Heaven

My shoe-icide was the only way to get there...

About the Poet

Morenike` is a native of Jackson, Mississippi. She attended Province High School and graduated from Jackson State University with a Bachelor's in English. Morenike’ is currently a graduate student at Jackson State University pursuing a Master’s degree in English. Morenike’ has been writing short stories and poems since she was a young girl in elementary school. Her passion for reading and writing stemmed from her early introduction to reading from her parents. She states that, "reading was very important in my home; my parents’ relationship started from the discussion of a book, reading created my family." Her goals are to one day become a world-renowned novelist, focusing on African American fiction, poems, and short stories that reflect the African American community. Her latest work includes the poem and short film, "Shoeicide" and the anticipated release of two novels, Taste of Insanity and Loose Ends from La Femme Fatale Publishing and Pulse Publishing in April and May, respectively.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Morenike`: My attraction to poetry arrived when I started to keep a diary as a youth. I realized that anyone could find my diary and read it but not everyone could decipher a poem to be conducive to my thoughts and life. Poetry is such an intimate act and everyone is going to interpret it differently; that's what attracted me to poetry.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Morenike`: I've been writing poetry since maybe middle school but I consider "Shoe-icide" to be my first poem because it reignited my love for poetry and words in general. Shoeicide details the life of a young woman who goes from rags to riches and becomes so enamored by material possessions, most favorably her expensive shoes, provided by her husband, that she excuses his infidelity, mental, physical, and emotional abuse. The cycle continues until she is terminally affected by her husband’s actions and she takes her own life.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Morenike`: The late, American poet, Emily Dickinson is my favorite. Although she was an introvert and lived a reclusive lifestyle, she poured so much of herself into her words. "Some Keep the Sabbath Going to Church" is my favorite poem of hers.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Morenike`: I usually don't think in terms of genre because I don't like to hinder myself artistically.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Morenike`: Certainly! Music is poetry. People that disagree may question the validity of the poet/artist but who are we to say their words aren't poetry?

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Morenike`: When I was younger, I was always concerned about the rhyme scheme in my poetry but as I grew older I understood how much that limited my work. I now write from the heart and my heart doesn't follow any rules.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Morenike`: I haven't written any poetry books yet but it is definitely an option in the future. At this time, I'm focusing on novels and my first novel, "Taste of Insanity" is set to release on April 1st.

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Morenike`: I turned my poem "Shoe-icide" into a short film and one of the days of taping, one of my girls didn't show up. I had no choice but to step in myself and do a quick cameo. That helped me to later perform my poem "Black Widow" at an event I hosted. It was a very intoxicating and liberating experience for me. It helped me crawl out of a shell I'd let my fear of performing place me in.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Morenike`: Love is such a strong emotion and feeling. It makes me think of the fearlessness and passion it evokes in people.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Morenike`: I'm married to my craft! It consumes all of me!

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Morenike`: Success is a matter of choice. No one is going to hand you a golden key in life. "Hard work and consistent efforts are the keys to success." My high school principal said that quote over the intercom every day for four years and I still believe in it to this day.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Morenike`: My most recent piece, "The Weary Heart," was inspired by this Black History Month.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Morenike`: I try not to think negatively about the past. If it weren't for my wrongs, I'd never have moment of clarity in my life. I'd never be able to conquer the present and face my future.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Morenike`: When I'm not writing, I'm usually trying to map out and organize my thoughts and what my next plan of action will be.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Morenike`: My day is normal on the surface. I go to work, write, do homework, and then it's on to night class. What people don't see is how hectic my life is mentally. As a writer, throughout the day, there are SO many thoughts and ideas going on in my head!

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Morenike`: The perfect day would include pen, paper, a margarita, and a beach with no interruptions.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Morenike`: I usually stay in on the weekends these days. I don't watch much TV during the week so I use the weekend to catch up and write.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Morenike`: I go out occasionally. As a graduate student, I've learned everything you did socially in undergrad goes out the window when you enter grad school!

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Morenike`: I would visit Brazil with my best friend. The beauty and culture there is so intriguing!

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Morenike`: My biggest challenge has been the fear of the unknown, professionally. My first year of undergrad I was undecided because I didn't know whether I should choose a field that would secure me financially or go with my heart. In the end, I chose to go with my heart and I majored in English.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Morenike`: My pen name, Morenike', is my middle name. It's African and it means "good fortune." A lot of people find it hard to pronounce but once they master it they feel quite accomplished. Morenike'=Ma-ren-ah-k

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

Morenike`: In March, I will be hosting a contest and giveaway once I reach 400 likes at www.facebook.com/AuthorMorenike

UBAWA: Any upcoming events that we should know about?

Morenike`: The Circle of Color Book Club will be throwing my official book release/signing at the Margaret Walker Alexander Library in Jackson, MS on April 13, 2013. Time to be determined at a later date.

Reach out to Morenike`:

Facebook: www.facebook.com/AuthorMorenike

Twitter: www.twitter.com/XatedMorenike

Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9ZjOA2Tk8U

 

Whore for Half a century

It's ok because I allowed you to love me in such away. I love you as if we were 16, 20 years later I love you. I watched you grow, fall when beaten by society and stood up when faced by your enemies. I was to be your wife, however for the last 15 years I have been your whore. The woman that you refuse to forsake the world for; The woman you lie to, hiding me from those who mean nothing to me and the world to you. Your sick days I lie next to you in spirit; sneak to see when they are no longer around. Loaning you hundreds of dollars only to never see it again; 

I am your whore-

The woman who bore your eldest child, I am her. You hide my being, my existence and the deep conversations we have. You slide in my bed during the midnight hour and slide out in the early mornings. I fight battles of flesh and spirit over you. I belittle my worth in hopes that you will recognize my value in your life. 

I am your whore-

13 years ago I walked away from you but I never left your side.

Your side of the bed has been warmed by those who try to give me sexual gratification. But it waits on its true owner. The food I cooked and warmed during late night hours awaits your return. When the man of you; your manhood needs washing it is my jaws that cleans it. When the dampness of my thighs calls for attention you treat her as if to say you love her. But you have nothing but love for me. My heart knows the difference. Today I have to forsake you, and the us I believed in. I have to refrain from denying the truth, my truth. 

I am your whore-

Recognition is the beginning to feelings that I hid deep within

Owning my reality is my biggest unmet sin

Accepting the outcome is of being what I dream of

It’s nothing more than factual. 

I am your whore-

Being your whore is my addiction

My 12 step program has yet to be designed

This long drawn out story is our end but my true beginning-

I was your whore

However on this date

I am no longer- 

Now allow me to open my front door as I do so many mornings

Your back rest at the glass that I want to touch

Your spirit calls out to me

Yet the beat of your feet takes you from me; like so many nights

Holding on to my tears, resting behind all my lonely fears

Yes it’s true: nothing more than the whore you once adored 

I forgive you; I forgive me for not allowing us to live to our fullest

I am merely your over worked, underpaid, whore

I am your whore no more

~Najen~ © 2013

About the Poet

Najen a born poet lived a life of generational poverty. Through the courage and wisdom of great women she was offered an opportunity of God’s grace. Najen focused on the power of overcoming the struggles of poverty; therefore she became determined and earned her Master’s degree in Social Work to serve those who have experienced similar situations. Najen is the author of Jojoba Essence “A Woman’s Worth” and the erotic spoken word accompanying CD. Najen is a mother of three and believes no matter the struggles we are faced with, there is nothing more important to have in your circle than those individuals who have the ability to teach you something.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Najen: My first attraction to poetry happened when I was 10 years old. I was trying to explain to my mother that I was upset with her. I was reading a magazine and the words came to me. The words did not make much sense because I was trying not to be disrespectful. I come from a household where "a child was to be seen not heard." It was a poem that was not shared until I was much older and confident.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Najen: I wrote a poem about a child who was being raised in a home where the parents were using the drug, crack cocaine. However, the poem was addressed to the drug itself. “Crack Cocaine through a Child's Eyes” was an expressive poem. The words were used to explain to 'crack' that it would not defeat my childhood.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Najen: No. I find beauty in all poets.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Najen: No. I think in terms of being expressive and engaging.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Najen: Yes. Some 'underground' artists utilize a poetry format. I believe mainstream music does not allow for artistic poetry to be recognized. I believe poetry requires people to think. Too often in today's "American" society people utilize music as a way to get away from real life. Music used to be a way of teaching, educating, and unification of a group of people.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Najen: I do not like to use rhyming words. I believe my poetry is more of a spoken word. As an artist I tell a short story in my poems.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Najen: None. I use poetry in my fictional writing to inspire and engage my readers.

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Najen: I was nervous and excited. I have performed at J'Anthony Brown's comedy club. That was an experience I will never forget. It was titled "Erotic Storm." It was my first performance with a large audience. I loved it. Some liked me and others loved me. The first night was a younger crowd; therefore I was able to be more sexually graphic with my words. The second night I was put to the test of taming my language because the crowd was more of an older crowd. That was a challenge because I was taught to respect my elders. It was uncomfortable but I was given encouraging words by several audience members after the show. .

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Najen: I think of God. I think of unconditional and rare emotions. I think of scary moments in life that forces those who are ready to become vulnerable to those they love.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Najen: I am single.

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Najen: It is a matter of CHOICE.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Najen: The death of a character in my second book that I am working on.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Najen: I'm not sure. I fear if I change something in my past then I wouldn't be where I am today. I love where (not physically but mentally and spiritually) I am today.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Najen: Working as a child protection social worker, hanging out with my children, and developing my consulting business.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Najen: I wake up around 5:30 am. I read my morning Bible scripture. I get ready for work and get my family ready for their day. I work during the day. I am researching topics that I am working on in my books. I come home, cook dinner, help my children with their homework (when it is needed). Once they are in bed I am writing and researching.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Najen: I would love to rent a hotel room with a hot tub in it. I would connect my lap top to the flat screen and write my book on a large screen. When I get exhausted I would sit in the hot tub with a glass of wine to relax. I would eat and start writing again. I would do that until my book was completed.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Najen: Family activities, watch football, laundry, and try to write as much as possible. I am a big researcher. Even though I am a fictional writer I like to have factual information in my stories.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Najen: I go out when my friends feel like I have been isolating them too much.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Najen: I would go to Australia. I have no idea who I would take with me. Not enough open minded people around me.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Najen: I can honestly say there are many. If I have to be honest I would have to say I had to get over the challenge of not loving myself. I never hated myself but it seemed to me that once I truly started loving myself choices about food, men, friends, my relationship with God, family heart aches, other people disappointing me and me disappointing myself became a thing of the past. Loving myself did not make me perfect but it did make me slow down and acknowledge my wrongs quicker than I was able to notice the wrongs others were doing to me.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Najen: I love chili. It's the secret to my heart.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

Najen: Yes I have. I do not have any planned for the year yet.

UBAWA: Any upcoming events that we should know about?

Najen: I plan to attend the National Black Book Festival in Houston, TX October 2013.

Connect with Najen:

Website: http://www.amorousink.com/

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=446466025390800&ref=notif&notif_t=video_tag#!/pages/Najen/201502099878420

Twitter: https://twitter.com/Najena123

Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/najenana

Meet G.P.A. PoeticUnsub (Chicago, Illinois)

she is not a supermodel.

no, not even close.

the manufactured superlative would insult her greatly.

the connotation that oozes from it goes against her physical phenomenon.

she likes to pose.

Pose (For Me) from Revenge of the Orgasm

the slender near anorexic figurines have nothing in common.

cameras fail with their lenses to capture every admirable aspect.

each and every curve on her has a mind, heart, and life of its own.

parallel lines and ninety degree angles do not exist upon her landscape.

an adventure occurs with every step of her feet.

she likes to pose.

she is at work, either bored out of her mind or close to being stressed out.

exchange of pleasant salutations and developing dialogue inspire inhibitions to depart.

business blazer top two buttons are placed behind suffix

skirt that coordinates pulled to expose the dark triangle

done in privacy of her office, her car before she drives off, or lunchtime sitting at her desk with everyone gone,

she likes to pose.

late in the evening, night knocks on the door.

there is privacy, whether created or existing.

garments clothe the floor surrounding her.

restraint acts as though it does not exist.

every inch made known that was otherwise; sure camera struggles grasping.

she likes to pose.

pedicured toes, tattoo around ankles. curve of thighs respectively

v leading to chasm, belly button, undersides, and posterior's arc

nipples, swell of buxom bounties, delectable neck, succulent lips, tender shoulders

captured in various lights, different angles, and no filters

she likes to pose.

staring at my catalogue of photographs.

at any time, arousal can be summoned.

Venus' machinations are of course superior to Martian mentality.

my full attention she has, and she knows it.

that is why,

she likes to pose

About the Poet

G.P.A., Greatest Poet Alive, is from the south side of Chicago. He has been writing poetry since 2007. He published his first book of poetry, “The Confessional Heart of a Man.” He followed that up with the scintillating book of sensual poetry, “The Book of 24 Orgasms.” His most recent release is “The Mind of a Poetic Unsub.”

Besides his own works, G.P.A. was the main poetic contributor to both “Chocolate Rose” and “Chocolate Rose 2.” In honor of Domestic Violence month, he contributed poems to the anthology “Voices behind the Tears.”

A man who takes pride in his work and definitely a voice that one could not easily forget, G.P.A. received the 2011 Black Essence Award for Poetry and Charity. He has been thrice nominated for Poet of the Year and “The Book of 24 Orgasms” was nominated for Book of the Year. G.P.A. is a poet who is not afraid to step outside the box from the ordinary to tackle taboo topics that bring about social awareness.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

GPA: I noticed Poetry when I was a young and immature man. As most young males do, I approached her incorrectly. And like a young lady, she rebuked me. I began to hone my pen and its approach until she found me to be a worthy suitor. I have been monogamous with her ever since.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

GPA: In fifth grade, ironically, I wrote a poem about how much I loved chocolate milk. Who knew it would become an award winning poem about Bullying in conjunction with my affection for chocolate milk.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

GPA: Langston Hughes is where I derive some of my style from, combined with the aggressive nature of 50 Cent. My favorite Poet is the Poet I see in when I look in the mirror, right after the soothing soft voice of my partner Kottyn Campbell. I also dig Billy Tuggle's slam style, the way he weaves in and out of phrases..

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

GPA: Poetry is a genre in and of itself, so I write what comes from the mind and heart through the ink of the pen. This has brought about many subjects and themes. I believe the world needs to read and hear what I have to give them.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

GPA: I agree because Poetry is the foundation for all songs, no matter the genre. Think about the rhyming patterns that rap songs, and all the other forms of music contain; they are derived from poetic verse.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

GPA: I do not curse or use vulgar language when I write or perform. I believe Poetry is the language of a gentleman, not discounting Poetesses. I just believe expletives are used in other forms of entertainment frequently, so I choose not to. I like to rhyme words, even though some might say this is archaic. I like it. But my style leans towards narration or storytelling.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

GPA: The Confessional Heart of a Man, The Book of 24 Orgasms, The Mind of a Poetic Unsub, and Revenge of the Orgasm arrives April 29, 2013.

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

GPA: One of my most memorable performances was when I won the Moth Storytelling slam with my poem Bully(My Chocolate Milk). You have to understand that I was the only black contestant, the audience was 99 percent not black, and the judges were similar. To hear the crowd be in an uproar and not see color but my performance was awesome. You can go to my Youtube channel at hchise22 and see some of my performances.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

GPA: Constant energy is what I think of when I think of love. You have an extra boost when you are in love. You can stay up late, rise early, go any and everywhere. It is that extra umph you need.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

GPA: Married to Poetry.

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

GPA: Success is a string of chances that come along and the ability and willingness to capitalize on them. For example, a lot of opportunities for authors are posted at night or early in the morning. I see them because I don't sleep much at night. So, you make the choice to take a chance on something that could possibly propel you wherever you are trying to go.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

GPA: My most recent poem, Pose, was inspired by a beautiful woman that sent me a picture of her in her work clothes. Subsequent pictures followed, so I wrote the poem.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

GPA: I would have avoided any and all negative encounters I had with the law. After that, I would have taken more chances in my earlier years, like joining Drama Club in high school.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

GPA: When I am not writing, I am watching movies with my family, walking with Scooter the Beagle, or playing video games.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

GPA: Typical Day in the Life of G.P.A.

wake up

give thanks to God

check on my Peeps

check social networks

turn on Sports Center

retrieve the newspaper

drink coffee (at least three cups) and have granola cereal

go workout

play lottery

read for an hour

write

walk with Scooter

check accounts that have to be completed and returns processed

play Playstation

watch television

thank God for the day

play lottery again

catch Martin

somewhere in the am, go to sleep

(This doesn't account for trips out of town, performances, or sexual escapades)

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

GPA: The perfect day would be prayer, writing, sitting calmly with my love with no worries.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

GPA: The weekends, I usually travel to perform, do more writing, and watch a lot of sports.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

GPA: No. I no longer hang out or go to clubs unless the club is where I am performing. A lot of flash dancing goes on, and my city (Chicago) has become quite violent.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

GPA: I would like to visit Africa actually, and I would take my Love with me.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

GPA: The challenge I have faced and had to overcome is my moniker of Greatest Poet Alive. See, a lot of people, Poets and spoken word artists especially, get offended when they see or hear the name. But perception is the problem. You have to understand that I'm marketing myself to be more than a Poet who goes to local cafes and bookstores, both of which I do, but to be worldwide and historical. And ask any athlete, entertainer, etc how they do what they do, feel about themselves, and they will tell you that they believe they are the best. However, a lot of people haven't had the scope to comprehend this, so I have been shut out of opportunities because of my name, but I am a persistent man, so I push, push, and push until the wall is knocked over.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

GPA: G.P.A. is a combination of Langston Hughes' brevity in verse, 50 Cent's promotional skills, Kobe Bryant's focus, the Rock's electric person, and Marc Livingston's heart.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

GPA: I always host giveaways and such on my Facebook page, G.P.A. (Greatest Poet Alive)

UBAWA: Any upcoming events that we should know about?

GPA: April 29, 2013, I shock the world with the erotic autobiography, Revenge of the Orgasm which will be available at www.iblowyourmind.net and Amazon. YALP!!

You can reach GPA by:

Website:www.iblowyourmind.net

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/GPA-Greatest-Poet-Alive-Livingston/171281820040

Twitter: gr8estpoetalive

Youtube Channel: hchise22

Jaded

Worn and faded

Brain's dark and nappy

It's hard to comb through the kinks of my mentality

Life's shabby

It's neither generous nor fair

You either freeze or you burn

Had a stroke in the brain

A migraine... leaving my thoughts slurred

I just wanna... receive the word

Receive two spotless wings, a halo...everything

Once Judge Jesus says court's adjourned

You gotta have faith... on faith... on faith

Cause this world is cruel... a cold, cold place

Have you with a round the clock shiver

My soul... I had to insulate

There's no warmth in evil

Satan will try to excavate

And break down barriers built on prayer

I've got many layers

About the same amount of failures

My tongue has various behaviors

Assorted words...

They come in many flavors

I've got obscenities for my enemies

Truism for my familia

Illusory for my frenemies

Wisdom for the wounded

I'm a soldier still healing

Chi-raq is what they call my city

Battles and wars

Were on both sides of my door

I was born with everything I needed

Food, water, shelter and clothes

Still I grew up poor

my emotions are sore

I pick at the scabs

I poke at the past

Still trying to conquer pain's allure

I can't help returning

It's enticing

I keep coming back for more

That's why I'm so tired and wired

Trying to light a fire under happiness

Instead I create sparks of bitter hopelessness

Deceptively dull my soul is

Like black and white

It looks unflattering

But one touch from strife

It cries in color

A cascading rainbow forming puddles in my core

My existence is too loud to ignore

My history is too intriguing not to explore

Pain... I can't overcome its allure

I'm jaded

Worn and faded

But I keep coming back for more

About the Poet

Growing up on the west side of Chicago, Obsession began writing at the age of 7. Winning countless awards in her youth, it was plain to see that she was indeed gifted. Upon graduation from a young Chicago author's program, she published two poetry books by the age of 17. Obsession is currently working on her third novel and fourth poetry piece! She now resides on the north side of Chicago, where she teaches transitional kindergarten.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Obsession: In the second grade

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Obsession: I wrote my first poem when I was seven years old. I was in the second grade and my teacher asked us to write a poem about an animal. So I wrote a poem called, "To whom it may concern.”  It was about a dog trying to find his way home.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Obsession: No. I am a fan of the dead poets society. You know, Edgar Allan Poe, Emily Dickinson, Langston Hughes, Paul Lawrence Dunbar, etc.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Obsession: Not at all.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Obsession: Yes and no. Poetry and songs can both be influential and inspirational. Poetry can be written in so many different ways/styles. All rap/songs have a rhyme scheme, but poetry can be written in prose, rhyme, free verse (free style) etc.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Obsession: My writing style is raw, dramatic, bold and real. If it's not chaos within, then I cannot write.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Obsession: My first poetry book is entitled, "Poetic Pictures;" the second book is entitled, "Gifted but Not Perfect;" and the third and latest book which is available on amazon.com in ebook and paperback is entitled, "Memory Box: A Replay of the mind"

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Obsession: I used to perform in my college days, but not anymore. Spoken word really helped me open up more. I was pretty much and still a notebook poet. I'd write then pack it away, but watching other poets and poetess express their thoughts and feelings in front of a crowd inspired me to give it a try. It was nerve racking but I'm glad that I experienced that.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Obsession: Elusive

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Obsession: *Eye roll* I'm single

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Obsession: Both. Some people get far in life off of their looks and their family's money for example. Others like myself woke up one day and said, "I'm tired of living pay check to pay check. I'm ready to get to work!"

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Obsession: I can see a word or hear a phrase or see a picture and will be inspired to write. So I can't pin point the particular thing or person that inspired Jaded.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Obsession: I wouldn't have given up on finding my father. I probably would've found him while he was alive and got the chance to get to know him. I found him four years too late. I wrote a poem about it called, "Daddy." I just wanted the chance to be loved by a father figure and not abused by one.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Obsession: Cooking, listening to music, catching up on my favorite television shows, brainstorming, dreaming, working.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Obsession: A typical day consists of me working, writing something, cooking, and trying to control my temper.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Obsession: The perfect day WILL BE me signing a big contract with a publishing company, Lifetime movies, you know any day that I will be able to give my job a two weeks’ notice because I'll be living my dreams full-time. That will be the perfect day.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Obsession: Try to get my life in order.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Obsession: I don't do clubs. I'm more of a sporting event, bowling, restaurant, museum, art gallery, movie theater type of girl.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Obsession: Greece and I would take the love of my life... If I had one.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Obsession: I had to work hard at not becoming a product of my environment. I managed to dodge the teen pregnancy, gang banging, not going to college, staying at home until I moved out with a guy cycle. And I thank Jesus that I didn't fall victim to any of that.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Obsession: I count my food. With fruit candies, I eat one color at a time. I don't drink anything red or blue. When I eat potato chips, I eat all of the folded ones first, then the burnt ones, then all of the rest.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

Obsession: Yes I have in the past for my first novelette, "Climatic Successions." The reader that left the best review for climatic would find their review on the back cover of Climatic's sequel, "Catch 22: Love's Paradox" along with a $25 gift card.

UBAWA: Any upcoming events that we should know about?

Obsession: I'm doing an interview on Slick Talk Blog Radio March 19th @ 5:30 pm CST. March 16th I'll be doing spoken word at an adult party (That should be fun). I am also doing an interview on Tiffany Byers show, “A Day in Early Publishing,” sometime in April. The date and time hasn't been decided yet.

Reach out to Obsession:

Website: http://yjaneilw.wix.com/iamobsession

Facebook: www.facebook.com/Obsessionthewriter

Twitter: twitter.com/IamObsession

Generation Integrity

Written By: T.L. Tucker © 2009

We are in a day that would bring great dismay to previous generations

We have fallen out of fellowship with God and one another

There is no connection to other fellow brothers

There are some that have babies and fail to nurture

There are some that think their bank accounts make up for their character

I have seen little girls in daisy dukes, and little boys consumed with making loot

In their minds they kill one, when in reality they have killed a whole generation of what could have been

This world can be so wicked, and so full of sin

Everybody consumed with the rat race that they won’t win

They run after a dollar, they forgot about the father

I have seen them flaunt their bodies to try and be somebody

They don’t even think, and they don’t even know

Where did the integrity go? 

We are no longer slaves of trade

But there are still some caught up in the game

They have become slaves to name brands, money, cars, and fame

A generation that no longer embraces integrity

A generation that does not even know the meaning of fidelity

Broken dreams, broken homes

We no longer care for one another, each man for his own

A roaming generation of the streets

How many know that if you don’t work you don’t eat

Pants hanging to your knee

And ladies teach your daughters please

Show them in the way that they should go

And I ask you, Where did the integrity go?

Look in the mirror and see

What God created you to be

Not the expectations of the world

Not some loose and Godless girl

Not some angry and violent boy

If you choose God you will find some joy

What does Integrity mean to me

It means the love of God, Self-love, self-respect and dignity

We need to remember the integrity and reach back

To those things of old, they still ring true

Integrity is the face of you

About the Poet

Author T.L. Tucker was born in Washington, DC. She resided in PG County all of her life. T.L. knew at a young age that writing was her passion, aspiring in her senior yearbook to be a journalist. T.L. is single with two beautiful children, Sabrina and Reginald.

In 2008 she released her first book, "Single & Saved in PG County," a self-help autobiography about dating, singleness, single parenting, and divorce. T.L. is also a motivational speaker focusing on women and how to effectively deal with women's issues through biblical principal. She has been the keynote speaker at Church events, women shelters, and State funded events. T.L. has also participated in panel discussions and forums.

She has stepped out of the box with her new fictional novel, Revenge Interrupted, setting a new standard for modern literature. In her latest novel she addresses the issue of family dysfunction, HIV, promiscuity, rape, and forgiveness. T.L. challenges society understanding that although we may not control our circumstances, we can control how we react to them. As an author her goal is to challenge society and give readers a literary experience that will make them laugh, cry, and think while entertaining them with her unique style of writing.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

TL: I have always been a writer. However, poetry didn't spark my interest until the events of 9/11. The event birthed a need for me to express myself through spoken word/poetry. As awful as this event was, it stirred something up on the inside. The raw uncut emotions that ran through me as our nation mourned triggered something within. That something was the first of many poems to come...

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

TL: The very first poem that I wrote was titled, Big Mess. It was a plea to society for everybody to look at themselves individually and the role they played in the state of the world. It was also a plea of forgiveness to God. This poem was birthed out of the raw and uncut emotions that I felt after the twin towers fell.

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

TL: Langston Hughes is one of my favorites. My favorite poem written by him is titled, "Little old letter." I wrote a reply poem titled, "The Answer." I really like Langston's work because of the understanding that it brought to the black pain that existed during his time. I named my first lead male character from my debut novel after Langston Hughes.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

TL: No. I never really try to fit my poems into a specific genre. I write from my heart. Whatever I am feeling, whatever voice I channel is a direct result of how I am feeling, what I may be going through at the time, and how passionate I am about the subject matter. It is my hope that I never lock myself into any specific genre. I want my writings to relate to everybody. I want my poetry and books to be respected by the urban literary community, as well as the contemporary literary community. Good writing is much like music; it is universal.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

TL: I do believe that rappers and artists of music are poets in their own right. The only difference is a beat. Without the beat they are words that resonate past color, genre, political affiliation, or class of people. They are words that are formed beautifully with profound meaning that capture the hearts of any ear that hears and relates to the human experience.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

TL: I love spoken word. It is awesome to watch a spoken word artist go into their zone of getting into character. While I love to witness this, my style of spoken word is totally opposite. I just simply utter the words and hope that my audience can sense the emotion in which I hope to capture. I don't have a special technique or style. I am myself when I write my poetry and I am myself when I perform my pieces.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

TL: I have written one poetry book. It is not published (yet).

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

TL: I have performed my work numerous times in churches, concerts, and literary events. For me it is very scary. Once I get on stage and the flow starts, God does the rest.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

TL: Decisions. I say decisions because everybody has fooled themselves into believing that love is about how you feel. Emotions are like seasons; they change even more frequently than the seasons. Love is a decision.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

TL: I am single. I do desire to share my life with the right man. However, it is not what drives me when I awake in the mornings. I know that I am most productive when I am single, and so I take advantage of this season in my life.

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

TL: Both. I think that success is a perception. In my mind I know that I am successful. I have written two books, and both books have touched the lives of people. Both of my books have challenged people in specific areas of their lives. I know that I accomplished exactly what I set out to do because of this.

But we cannot ignore the business aspect of what we do. Are we making back more than what we spent to publish and promote? Is it financially feasible? These are questions that we have to ask ourselves. For me, it’s not about the money (although I do hope to make a respectable living). It is about touching people, challenging them and changing mentalities for the better.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

TL: My most recent poem was inspired by a season in my life when I felt my connection with God was nonexistent. It is titled, "Where is the connection?"

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

TL: Years ago I had an opportunity to meet the man that I believed to be my soul mate. Needless to say I let the moment pass. I was afraid. I know that sounds immature but I was. The opportunity never presented itself again. He was married a year later. In a nutshell no more, "What If" moments.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

TL: When I'm not writing I'm being a parent and thinking about what I will write about next.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

TL: A typical day for me starts off with me getting the kids off to school. I clean, I may cook, and I get some writing done. The kids come home, and I go into full parent mode. My day is like any other person's day. The difference between me and anybody else who is not a writer is I pay close attention to and appreciate those things that the average person does not. That is what makes me a good writer and poet.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

TL: A perfect day for me would be purchasing my home outright and being able to provide for my kids and live comfortably. My perfect day is me making a respectable living doing what I love most on my terms. My perfect day consists of me on a hammock in my backyard with my pen and journal while the children run and play happily as we wait for the delivery man to come with our food.

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

TL: Spend time with the kids, rest, and write

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

TL: No. I will go to a lounge and listen to live music while eating good food.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

TL: If I could go anywhere in the world I would go to Paris. I would go alone

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

TL: I have had many challenges in life. My hardest challenge is having my only son to be diagnosed with Autism. It is a daily challenge that presents new and unique challenges. My son is a blessing to me. I think about his future and how independent he will be. I constantly wonder if I am doing enough. Nobody gets a how-to parenting guide on how to be a parent and advocate for a child with special needs. God is really giving me the peace and hope that I need to get through. I know that sounds cliché, but it’s true. This is a journey for me and my children and with Christ I have a renewed since of faith and hope that God is going to do something awesome!

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

TL: I am fearfully and wonderfully made, but that doesn't make me perfect.

You can reach TL by:

Website: www.authortltucker.com

Facebook:  http://www.facebook.com/pages/Author-TL-Tucker/142414259230850?ref=ts&fref=ts

Twitter: https://twitter.com/AuthorTLTucker

 
Used

My life is like a revolving door, people come and go. I’m always there for people, but when it comes to me they never show. People joke with me, look me in my face and smile. I’m oblivious to knowing that their intentions are venomous and vile. 

At times they are difficult to read, disguising their manipulation and filling me with frustration to get me to take care of their needs. Now they try to hug me, and act like I’m their buddy. Pretend like they love me for an opportunity to ask for money. Using their charm and wit to get me to commit to something for their benefit. 

They find nothing wrong in using me like a pawn, but when I need things, they’re long gone. When I ask for help I’m left to fend for myself, but then they put on their best behavior, and have the audacity to be asking me for a favor. They’re never satisfied with what they have; they always seem to want more. They take everything from me like that’s all I’m ever good for. 

Even though I expect this from them, I still never see it coming, and it’s a feeling that I loathe and dread. The words my mother said were embedded in my head, and the advice was universal “don’t let too many people into your circle. Keeping too many around, someone is bound to hurt you.” By the time I realize they are fake, it is too late. I bend over backwards and afterwards I end up wishing I never made that mistake. 

Well I’ve had more than I can take. More than I can stand. I won’t give out another helping hand. They’re on their own. No more loans or any sort of support will be given out. I’m no longer about giving handouts. I’m cutting off all my loose ends. I have no time for fake friends. No longer will I be abused. I’ve grown tired of being used. I was once blind, but now I can finally see. No more will I let people use me.

About the Poet

Ben Burgess Jr. is the author of the new novel "Monster" and the author of the poetry book "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange." He is an active performer of spoken word poetry. Ben Burgess Jr. uses his love of writing to inspire and influence youth to strive for what they believe in and to never give up on their dreams. His poetry book, "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange" is currently used in two schools in the lower east side of Manhattan. Ben Burgess has a Bachelor’s of Art degree in Business Management, and a Master’s of Art degree in Educational Leadership. He is the proud father of his daughter Jaelynn and is active in trying to improve urban neighborhoods and communities.

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Ben: My English teach Mrs. Marcus gave the class an assignment to write a poem about something we loved. My poem was on basketball. I don't even remember what I wrote but I remember she was blown away by it. She encouraged me to keep writing. It felt good to feel like I was good at something. She was one of my most influential teachers and I promised her if I ever wrote a book, I would write a poem about the Holocaust for her (She was Jewish and had family in it). I continued to write throughout high school and college, but I never did anything with it. I had college professors who told me I had talent, but I didn't feel like I was that good at it. I went to open mics and performed and people cheered for me. I decided to write a poetry book. I wrote "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange" in 2008 that is currently used in two schools in the Lower East Side of Manhattan.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Ben: The first poem that I have ever written was about basketball. It was so long ago that I don't even remember what I wrote, but that sparked the fire in me to write poetry. The first poem that I have ever written and performed is a poem called "My Environment" which is included in my poetry book "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange"

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Ben: My favorite poet is Craig "Mums" Grant. He played "Poet" on the HBO show "OZ." His spoken word performances always inspire me and amaze me.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Ben: I don't really think about a genre. I like to write about a specific topic and try to use my words to make my readers/listeners feel what I or my character is going through. Sometimes it rhymes, sometimes it doesn't. I write it whatever way it comes to me in my head.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Ben: I think that it can be compared to writing a rap or love song. I like to create my poems in similar styles to songs because I feel people will be more receptive to them and most importantly because I like them that way.

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Ben: My writing style is free verse. It doesn't really follow the traditional rules or styles of other poets because I'm more of a spoken word performer.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Ben: I have written "Times Have Changed and Life is Strange" and for all the fans of my poetry book, in my new novel "Monster" I added a bonus section of my latest poems called "The Everyday Struggle."

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Ben: I perform my poetry regularly. When you see the faces of different races, genders, and cultural backgrounds eager to listen to your words, it's euphoric. You get a rush from feeling the positive energy when people are snapping their fingers, nodding their heads in approval, or smiling and sometimes even crying because of the work you put together. To see that something you worked on and put together can move people, is an awesome feeling.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Ben: Trusting and caring for someone immensely.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Ben: I'm married.

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Ben: I think it's a matter of choice. My English teacher in high school told me to remember these ten words: "If it is to be, it is up to me." I live by that. If you want to succeed, it will not come easy. You have to fight for it. You may have a lot of trials and tribulations, but if you are persistent and you keep fighting for what you want, push all of the negativity a side and keep working hard, I think you can achieve your goals.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Ben: My inspiration comes from people watching and requests from fans. I take requests very seriously and I love to do the research to get the emotions just right for the poem.

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Ben: I would correct playing with so many women's emotions when I was younger. I reflect on life often and I regret hurting those women. My novel "Monster" is based off of my own life and experiences, and I tried to use that book as a means of atonement to the many women I have hurt.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Ben: I'm usually spending time with my family, working out, or working in general.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Ben: I wake up at 5am to get ready for work. While traveling to work, I read different authors, or write for different projects that I'm working on. I get to work at around 8am and handle my responsibilities. My job is very stressful and I never know what can happen that day, so I come home at different hours often. When I travel back home, I read or work on my projects again. I work out for at least an hour and a half, and then I spend the rest of my time with my family.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Ben: Spending time with my family, having all of my bills paid, and still having extra money left afterwards would be a perfect day. LOL

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Ben: On the weekends, if I'm not working at my Law enforcement job, I work as a Personal Trainer at Synergy Fitness. After working, I spend my time with my family.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Ben: I'm not a club person. I'm into less crowded places, like lounges and coffee shops.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Ben: I would go to Egypt and bring my wife Lauren.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Ben: When I was in the 4th grade, I'll never forget her name. Her name was Mrs. Keith, and she was my fourth grade teacher when I lived in Queens Bridge. She told me "You're never going to amount to anything." Back then I had two choices - I could prove her right or prove her wrong. I wanted to prove her wrong. Experiences like that alone with a couple of heartbreaks have turned me into an overachiever because inside I never felt good enough. I've always doubted myself and I never felt that I was really good at anything. I've gotten better with that, but remnants of it still exist. I felt that to be happy I had to overachieve to "prove" to people that I was good at things. In reality that never helped me. Internally I didn't believe it. Writing my poetry, and fulfilling my dream of completing my first novel, has helped to improve my confidence. I'm happy to say that I'm very close to making the Amazon and NY Times Best Seller list with my new novel "Monster." I may never be #1, but just the fact that I feel that I'm finally good enough, the feeling of accomplishing my goal of writing books, and having a story that people are feeling, makes me happy. Last month, my favorite author Eric Jerome Dickey, the man that inspired me to finally write a book, bought my book off of Amazon. I finally feel good enough. I finally feel like I proved my 4th grade teacher wrong.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Ben: You may not know that my dream is to one day own my own gym business.

UBAWA: Do you host contests or giveaways?

Ben: Yes. I will start doing giveaways on my author page on facebook: https://www.facebook.com/BenBurgessJr/info

 You can reach Ben by:

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/BenBurgessJr

Twitter: @Ben_Burgess_Jr

Intimidation by another persuasion

for the discrimination and classification

Creating humiliation and deterioration

by the penetration of their interpretation

Confiscation of our consolation

and rejuvenation from our strangulation

Interrogation, litigation, migration and deportation

No justification for their classification

or clarification for their separation

Condemnation of contamination

falsification to our reputation

No gratification for our donation

to this nation’s civilization

Demonstration of determination

for domination of our situation

Limitation of habilitation

for manifestation of congregation

Summarization for this generation

lacking proper education helps their

process of elimination

About the Poet

Julia A. Burruss, affectionately known as “Jubee”, was born and raised in the City of Wilmington, Delaware with an innate gift of writing poetry and short stories. Her work has afforded her opportunities to write poems, letters, and speeches for many occasions - captivating her intended audiences.

A 1977 graduate of Pierre S. DuPont High School, she obtained her Associate’s degree in Medical Secretarial Science from Harris Careers Institute; her Bachelor’s degree in Human Services from Springfield College; and a Master’s of Science degree in Administration of Justice from Wilmington University.

Jubee worked as an Administrative Assistant for over twenty years and functioned as a Wedding Coordinator and Event Planner throughout the tri-state area for more than 15 years before starting her own business, Exquisite Expressions by Jubee’ -  a self-owned business specializing in event planning, bridal consultations, and coordinating weddings of various ethnic backgrounds and religions. She prides herself on playing an important role in the many lives she has touched during her field in education.

She has been honored with such titles as first runner-up in the Miss Black America of Delaware pageant and recipient of the Miss Positivity Award, as well as second runner up for Miss Black Galaxy of America. Jubee is a member of Omnia Bona Inc. - Delaware Chapter and board member, past president and instructor of the East Side Steppers Drill Team Corporation. She finds joy in praise dancing and ministering to the hearing impaired through song.

Jubee is the mother of Arricka Burruss and grand-mother of Julianna Burruss whom she refers to as her “pride” and her “joy.”

UBAWA: When did you first realize your attraction to poetry?

Jubee: As a young child I remember listening to my mom recite many jokes which sometimes appeared to be of a rhythmic nature. I began reading poems by Langston Hughes and felt such a connection to his work. From middle school to present, I have been so fascinated with the art of poetry.

UBAWA: Tell us about the very first poem you have ever written

Jubee: That had to have been somewhere in the early 60"s and sadly, I can't remember it. But I am sure it was probably somewhere along the lines of Roses are red, the sky is blue, just want you to know that I love you too. (Corny but it was a start).

UBAWA: Do you have a favorite poet? If so, who is he/she?

Jubee: There are a few that I have admired throughout the years such as Langston Hughes, Emily Dickenson, Mayo Angelo, Robert Frost, Edgar Allen Poe, one of our locals - Bebe Coker, and of curse William Shakespeare. All different in their writing styles, yet the emotions transmitted through their work are beyond captivating.

UBAWA: When you’re writing poetry, do you think in terms of genre?

Jubee: My moods, situations and locations generally spark my creativeness and what I'm feeling at that particular time in that particular place (in my life) is what flows from me.

UBAWA: Some people say writing poetry is like writing a rap or love song. Do you agree? Why/why not?

Jubee: In many respects, yes, I could agree with that. Poetry, rap and love songs each (in their own unique way) tell a story. There are many songs that, if just simply recited, you could find a nice, smooth and soft poetic flow to it. And on the other hand, when the words of a poem are accompanied by music, it creates a meaningful song, especially ballots

UBAWA: Are there certain styles/techniques/rules of poetry you adhere to in your writing? Tell us about your writing style.

Jubee: There are about nine different styles of poetry and I tend to write more of the rhythmic, sonnet and lyrical style poetry. I don't adhere to any specific type as I don't want to limit my way of expressing myself through my writings.

UBAWA: What poetry books have you written?

Jubee: I have recently written "Emotions under Arrest" - which, prayerfully, will be released soon.

UBAWA: Have you performed any of your poetry pieces on stage? If so, please share your experience(s) with us.

Jubee: Unfortunately no. I did, however, perform the works of other famous poets on stage.

UBAWA: What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you think of love?

Jubee: Honestly, God and my dad.

UBAWA: Are you currently dating someone, married, or single?

Jubee: Single

UBAWA: Do you think success is a matter of chance or a matter of choice?

Jubee: Both. One can be given many chances to become successful however, if they choose not to flow with the wind, the chance for success may not be possible. Opposing, should a person choose to take the chance, the rest could be history.

UBAWA: Inspiration for a new poem can come from the strangest places. What inspired you to write your most recent poem?

Jubee: What inspired me to write my most recent poem were the unfortunate medical mishaps I experienced in 2005. I underwent a surgical procedure that went terribly wrong causing me to go completely blind in one eye, partially blind in the other, and deaf in one ear. I suffered punctured lungs, kidney failure requiring dialysis, and the loss of my job which forced me to drop out of college. Devastating but as Maya Angelo said..."Still I Rise."

UBAWA: If you could go back and “right” any past wrong in your life, which one would it be and why?

Jubee: I think the biggest "wrong" I have ever done was not believing more in myself. I have been, on many occasions, my own worst enemy. If I could change this, I would lose my fear, find better ways to deal with my never-ending delusions of persecution, and allow more people into my life that could help benefit my growth. I’ve lived too cautiously and too suspicious of everyone.

UBAWA: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

Jubee: Daydreaming of ways I could benefit others.

UBAWA: There’s a lot that goes on behind the scenes of a poet’s life, fill us in on what one typical day for you is like.

Jubee: Currently, being on disability, not much of my days holds interest excitement or adventure.

UBAWA: If you could create the “perfect day,” what would it be like?

Jubee: As corny as it may sound, every day I am granted another opportunity to rise, is a perfect day for me. My daddy used to always say, "When morning comes and you open your eyes and realize you are on this side of the dirt, you know it's going to be a good day."

UBAWA: What do you do on the weekends?

Jubee: I mainly dedicate a lot of time on my next book.

UBAWA: Do you hang out or go to clubs?

Jubee: No.

UBAWA: If you could visit any other country in the world and take one other person with you, where would you go and who would you take?

Jubee: That's hard because I could not choose between my daughter and granddaughter and they are the ones whom I would love to experience anything like that with. My cousin who recently visited Africa said the area she visited was absolutely breathtaking. Nothing like the many pictures and stories told of that land. I'd love to go see that.

UBAWA: Tell us about one challenge in life that you had to overcome. What was the challenge and how did you get through it?

Jubee: I am still in the process of overcoming the challenge of being somewhat handicap. Learning how to live with and beyond my physical, mental, emotional and spiritual setbacks, to date, is by far, the greatest challenge I've ever faced. Going from being the first one in my family to graduate from college, working everyday as an assistant principal at a school I loved, working toward earning my JD to being completely disabled is an extremely hard challenge. But I thank GOD that HIS plan for my life will manifest.

UBAWA: Before you leave, tell us one thing about yourself that we may not know.

Jubee: I was born with Sickle Cell Anemia, I love playing Scrabble, I am one of nine children, and I enjoy the gratifying experience of working with children with at-risk behaviors (former Juvenile Probation Officer). And through it all, every day....I STILL PRASE GOD!!!!

You can reach Jubee by:

Facebook: Julia Burruss